My thoughts, My love, My prayers

I love Jesus and I love God and I know the Holy Spirit is in me. My heart is just so tender lately feeling so much grief about death, life and my future. I know God is there listening to me, I can see action of consistent prayer happening but I feel so sorrowful, so full of grief. How can long suffering be good for us? What good can come out of ashes? Out of loss, out of anger and self righteousness? MUCH! if we believe His promises and are patient, obedient to turn all to His hand of wisdom and discipline and love.....all our sufferings, longings, finances, time, husband and especially our children. Who knows best? He does! Who is constant, never failing all sufficient. Only Him!

Oh Lord, I lift up my children I had given birth to YOU. I release them to You to do Your work in their lives. May Your hands of love and discipline fall upon them. Take my grief about death away, may I leave it at the foot of the your cross and stand back, walk away and pray.....pray for swift salvation and for the intense pain I'm feeling away.

"But may the God of all grace, who called us to His eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after you have suffered a while, Perfect, establish, strengthen, and settle you." Peter 5:16