Thursday, December 17, 2009

Why is my pain unending?

Jeremiah 15:18
Why is my pain unending and my wound grievous and incurable? Will you be to me like a deceptive brook, like a spring that fails?

Job 33:19
Or a man may be chastened on a bed of pain with constant distress in his bones, so that his very being finds food repulsive.

Job 33:26
He prays to God and finds favor with him, he sees God's face and shouts for joy; he is restored by God to his righteous state.


I have a sprained right quadricep according to the nice chiropractor in our town, it hurts tremendously. This time of year is not a good time to be a cripple. I want to decorate to clean and prepare nice meals, but by the evening time, my leg is so stiff and hurting I have to sit down.

Limping in Henry's grocery store, or hobbling alone the parking lots, while cars are letting me cross the road, is not fun. I'm in pain constantly, so much my pain in my heal is gone, which is another story.

Since June 2009, I have been in physical pain with a bone spur, the doctors call it something else, but oh it did hurt severely. Now my hip and groin area are so sore, that I have to take two Aleve's in the morning and two in the evening. I'm trying to ice it every three hours or so, but I'm still in pain.

I know I must relax and quit questioning God or asking why? May my Lord, be gracious to me and have compassion please heal my hurting leg.

May this wound be a Romans 8:28 may I See God like Job did, may I see your face and know everything is going to be okay. May I remember in Christ Alone my hope is found, He will do to me whatever he wants to do to me, I will always be His for His purpose. I do know Him, I'm just in pain.


QB

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